Real Monster (Soundtrack)

"Real Monster" is a deeply personal and experimental soundtrack album that delves into dark corners of the human experience. Created with the Buchla Easel at the forefront along with other vintage synths, this introspective work weaves together moody textures and noises to convey the turmoil and struggle of living daily life.

Through jagged, chaotic soundscapes and melodies, "Real Monster" captures the feeling of being lost in one's own mind, grappling with inner demons, and searching for a way out. Between dealing with mental illness, addiction and various past traumas, it can be hard to decipher what the real monster is.

The album is a raw and unflinching exploration of the artist's own struggles.